Kids, Single mom

Learning to be “Me” Again

It’s currently 6:00am. Fishy Christmas (my youngest daughter) has been awake since 4:45am. She’s been fed twice. She is wide awake. She is perfectly content in the warmth of momma’s arms. She is staring up at the ceiling, looking at the moon and stars being projected in various colors. She is making the sweetest sounds… Continue reading Learning to be “Me” Again

Single mom

My Happily Ever After

Dawn is approaching, the crickets are humming. Big Girl (my oldest daughter) is beside me, sleeping peacefully. Her deep breathing lets me know she is in dreamland. I'm cradling Fishy Christmas (my youngest daughter) and we stare deeply into each other's eyes. She is 100% content in momma's arms. These are the moments I live… Continue reading My Happily Ever After

Kids

Birth Day: Fishy Christmas

Its a day I will never forget. The day my second baby girl, Fishy Christmas, was born! Fishy Christmas isn’t her given name, but is the name that my first daughter named her while I was pregnant. The name has stuck around as a nickname that I am sure she will grow to hate as… Continue reading Birth Day: Fishy Christmas

Divorce, Single mom

Momma’s Therapy

June 18, 2011 was a magical day! One of the happiest days I’d ever had! I was celebrating my 27th birthday with my family and boyfriend. We were at the most magical place on earth, Disney World. That evening before dinner, my boyfriend proposed to me! I was ecstatic and couldn’t wait to meet my… Continue reading Momma’s Therapy